Fragility

 I have been so dependent on the internet that the first thing i do in a weekend morning after brushing my teeth is to turn on my laptop, sign in messengers and check my mailbox. And oh guess what i got in my inbox today: 7 things that one shouldn't do on Facebook, another reminder to stay aware of own privacy in this social networking world.

Studying overseas makes me realised how crucial a roll technology has in my daily life keeping me in touch with my family and friends at home. But today it suddenly struck me so so hard that technology makes love fragile and brittle. One can choose not to pick up certain calls, reply certain emails or messages be it on Facebook, Messengers, or even SMS. And what's even better, you don't have to feel sorry for that: simply reply a text message: hi sweetie i'm so sorry but i'm having this terrible sore throat, or pretend that you are the roomie on Messanger and type away: hi i'm xxx's roomie and he/she is currently not at home.

Check out the preview of next version of Window Live Messenger,which makes it even easier: you can apply different status to different contacts(note: 1:40 of the video) , maybe you are scheduled to date this boyfriend online today and you wouldn't want the other boyfriend to find out that since you are supposed to be attending your weekly yoga class.



So who is friend and who is foe?

我不夠認份
所以怕再為誰作出犧牲
愛要有天份
所以我始終學不會放任
我不夠天真
不允許我傻傻的等
對自己殘忍
多 殘忍 我要有分寸

我太過認真
所以才相信所謂的永恆
愛讓人恍神
所以止不住不小心沉淪
我太負責任
不允許有太多悔恨
對自己坦誠
多坦誠 我自有分寸

我只是無辜的人
很需要歎氣聲
有一些文字的吻
只留 給傷過的人
明知道有些問題
沒有答案還是要問
原諒我 因為我就是 這樣的女生